“Josh, you have tested positive for HIV. I know this must be difficult to hear. HIV is not a death sentence”

I wish they would shut the Fuck up. Of course, it’s a death sentence. My life is over. I deserve this and I deserve to die with it.

“The medication is very effective now and you could be undetectable within a year if you take your medication as required and live a healthy lifestyle.”

How quickly can I get out of here? When will this end? I do not need to hear all this again. I know all the crap they have to say and none of it…